Fen@Jasmine

Fen, she is adorable and pretty young gal...
i was working with her for few days, i should said... bored n bored n flowerity heart beating now
i dont dare to look at her for few days.. untill my sleepless nite occured..

yew~ a complicated relationship.. that's called out my desperates souls..
a gal with strong feelings and no independences.. my own opinions indeed..
she cant decides, or right to decides which way is better except him..
because he afraids of lossing power of control, aint's an independence lady more charming and proud for a guy..
or he is really care on her..
well, no comments but still sounds to her, MUST has her own philosophy and principles on life,
maybe he will die soon or he will ... somethings bad thing floating in my mind, so bad i m
well, who else she can depends on??
a secret lover, control her life.. young and colorful choices...

em... it shall depends on her self...
a guy, with knowledgeable and experiences life, should know...

moody to talk about BE, cheerish my day with those unforgetable memory..
be my self right, or choose one or 2 frens for funsss....

yew, cloudy day for me too...

Jasmine

i almost forget i will jobless..
and no money to pay debts..
i need help.. finance and finance..
repayment for advance cash..
no doubts, i need a quality life..
which i dont qualify.. what would i do next?
uncle george, zugar, michelle... and serine in the last..
how ... how about him... i become a si tau poh..
well, easy life with him..

should take care someone or being care by someone..
doubts my self... time go pass..i still alone and no way out
build up my own career.. instead of help from someone..

george, not easy to collaborating...
rest, like throwing money in deep sea or waiting for the ripe of fruits..

haih.. sienz...

3rd day in 2010

yesterday nite, after a talk with dr.lzf, i felt released and a bit light of brighten in my mood..
should i happy to left this company??
or i m upset that give up this potential company?

woo, today 2hours before, i met serine and may, funny that there is no burdens to meet her'
oh, debts problems.. how to return her money??

i never have a promise and ability...

yeah, i finally met serine after 1year n 4months...
she still busy n busy, of coz i m wider..

thanks god, i met her in my low tide..

god bless serine..

cheers,
yap

了断

为什么, 当我能够说服时, 我要选择这条路...
我原以为, 自己已经能定下来...
事实已证明一切...
我, 还学不会"包容" & "处事"
怎么办, 人生还有一段路...