wondering why

oh~ my mind keep appearing W.H.Y
is was a BIG QUestion marks floating on my mind~ all day

ms chong quite a trouble for me...
i wondering this gal is really love to hear 'straight wordings'
or i m too insane on my own...
i sure somehow , she felt hurt on my words..
i din blame her.. i just felt she never truely take me as her fren..
like KOSE lipstick case, 2 years ago...
WTF, i should not forget n forgive her ...
well, i really take her as fren on that day...
y i m so unlucky then //\\

God, i shouldnt live with human...
human tat's hurt me.. or i hurt them

Gosh... i shouldnt step forward n nice with her..
and she is not that kind hearted as i thought...
somemore, unreliable colleague

luhchoo, an insane girl, lost faith on colleagues, frens and family...
i m kinda of stupid... like azie pun, i have thousand words to curse her
but i only have one reason to good with her..
i still believe she is a good fren.. indeed, she is not..
What the fuck again on human being... a stupid relationship
a damn lousy relAtionship tighten up with MONEY & POWER & EDUCATION matters
Holly shit i found them ....

i step backwards, wondering a good future sight happen on my eyes..
i shall keep my mouth again... since is really not good to nice with mschong, or any one in WHP
yes, it is.. not worthwith.. i shouldnt shouldnt ...
a millions of should not... behave gal.. zip my mouth and stay away from Ccb.. forever


oh.. another trouble.. i dont have license..
should i be frankly ask anyone for help??
i m just have a bad bad ideas which i m not affordable..

i want to suicide again. it's appearing on my mind....
that's wonderful to leave this human world.. human air...
i cant breath in this world... luhchoo the sucks~

a bloody hell me, jasmine :(

情歌

情歌, 听悲伤的歌~
因为种种原因, 情路坎坷~ 心智未熟!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OsdMP5RiPPs&feature=related

不知道自己要说些什么..
想起, 十一年前的事...
或懂事后至今的事... 很好笑~

遇过无数人... 小人最多~
感觉, 一些好人... 可以包容我的人
实在不多, 其他的人都觉得我怪~
可能我都不实际~ 梦幻, 不真实~
对, 人马座的我, 不容易坦诚, 就算是真心话,
过了, 都不愿承认, 好像说话不算数啦~ 没诚意
也对, 我对人不诚实... 可能我想的... 只是在虚拟世界里

有谁 会是真心~
最近我挚爱过的两人... 已好事近了~
祝福他们~ 执子之手, 白头儶老~

我还是害怕, 我不喜欢的.... 会出现~
我和她... 好朋友啦~

嗯~ 不朽的传说~ 永浴爱河的...
我期待~
我内心忐忑不安是因为... 一切的基础, 做自己的基础都未准备~

感动的事会怎样~
找以诚对人先~

~璐珠

A call

Forest returned my call last night..
we had a nice conversation.. relax
i thought it was hard..but it wasnt~

it shall be a non love for my rest of life..
who knows she will come to me naturally and accidently
without much troubles.. it's positive and wow ...incredible mind set~

God bless me~

Today is a day for thoughtless...

Wow, yesterday went to Temple and have a wonderful 1hr30mins to release stress thru nian jing..

calm and peace mind now..
dont know tears is a very frequent motion i had after the storm..

i would like to apologise for my faults and misleading in life...
sorry to my self.. and soul~

i could only talk in the energictic temple..

read corner is my next mission..
thanks ya~

LOVE

well.. as time being, i digging in more on my self, shall leave all the historical behind..
start a new life without thinking about the pass...

SY的转泪点应该是今年, 我这个不懂"命理"的凡人是这样解读的
好不容易... "贵人" 的指点, 相信步出白鹤就指日可待~
可惜可惜~ 爱, 原来是拿来谈条件, 确保爱情的新鲜期, 维持天长地久~
这原理还未说服我...

当下的我, 有百般滋味... 我, 原来不懂的什么是爱~
我, 一直都活在自己的童话世界~ 和内心编制自己的童话~
尊重&宽容&爱~ 一直都用自己的一套, 根本不配谈清说爱 ~
爱, 一边收一边放~ 是多么难的事~

新娘, 披着幸福... 不在我的掌控中~
新郎, 心事已被看穿.. 希望那不是真的~
阳光般的迎接新郎的到来... 可是新娘离开爸妈家的时候, 乌云密布~
心想着的"大雨"是否代表着~ 大家心中的忧虑
然而, 大雨始终没降临~ 另一厢, 诊所悄来了好消息, 总算让新娘放下心头大石~

那个蛊, 最终要缠上她~
原来, 爱~ 不止在两人的内心世界而已, 她 或 他 会因他/她 而结合+容忍
更把爱转移在这小孩身上.. 原来孩子的妈, 不容易摊出心事~
我无奈的接受爱并不简单~
也不能接受我不懂的爱~

也许, 淑灵是对的~
她的MR.RIGHT 是刘先生~

矛盾+丧失我的理智~ 今夜如何安睡~
我, 还能相信自己的爱情原理和哲学吗~
是行不通的~

谢谢你们给我的爱~
爱的启发和爱的原理~

FBing

playing games @fb about 5hours , means from morning till lunch hour..

any ideas for expand business?? increase sales??
wow, tot will get any idea from games... haha
funny hoh~


Wakie wakie wakieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
time for WORK not time for PLAY now~