Jogoya's Nite + 1st Seminar for office

wow.. my old fren, alcohol in my body...

high illustration appear.... active in my body...
well, just finish reply nicole's email ..spent 20mins on it..

hey .. the new crew in WHP just young and 'c man'
wooo.. lzf must lovin these gals manners.. and hard work lar..
all very show off.. no no no is their characters..

hey... about the seminar this afternoon..
i m soo sooooo weak leh..
how come i could not 'fa gong' ... like 'arm chun'
shit ...hate i cant join in auntie's conversation ...

well..need more practises and improvement...

although, eating in and out with WHP colleagues..
having funz too...but my piriority and focus are on angel
ccb n hoh din like her..

wei, angel... i feel she 's cute..
pure..although i m not understand her characters well..
how come she can trust on si fu so well...
because what she get & read si fu are same as me..
i meant as me for last 6years ago..ahhhahahah
no characters no knowledge no guts on work at all...

just damn it~
yeah... i m curious on her...
well... kek..keking in my heart..

so far.. i wish i can put more afford in my company..
like increase more sales , call more customers.. and more new customers..

joey wong, i really pity on her..
and my courages wont not be less to help on her..
to fight with 'endotrium' cancer..
I PRAY HARD FOR HER~
namo amitabha~

end my day with 3words...
I love myself~

jasmineyaplc

ANGEL

Angel... haha.. i guess it was just a wrong feeling..
due to Bai Quan Nv Wang series.. i guess at that moment, i just need LOVE

accidently, her flying kisses makes me just faint ... haha

Good Luck to you, Angel.

Emo + Passionate + Loonely yaaaaaaap...

压抑 《情、关系、暧昧》

为什么要放酱不搭的标题。。。我也随性地。。

小阳不知道为何身边的人都误会，误会她与小来的关系。。
这，旁人都察觉到浓浓的暧昧~关系非浅~关怀备至~
小阳每次忙于解释他们的关系~

问我，身为一个路人甲。。。 有什么感觉？
早就察觉到了，哈哈。。。 我是白痴啊
她，让我想起“A小姐”“J先生”的传奇~

谁能抵挡，寂寞~尤其是只身在外，寂寞就特别多~
两人都是外地来的，同语言，身同感受，寂寞也是。。。
有妻，却把为生活，而把感情转为以钱、物质、社会和子女来维系~
无夫，像大哥的，没几个。。。经验，想法。。都满足熟女的不足~

是否，大家好久都没有心动，害羞，面红，大小事都想着他的感觉。。。
寂寞，让她的日与夜不知所措~
他们，压抑~关系处理的太理智，内心产生矛盾越多越混乱。。。
一些事，画得清楚越让人捏一把冷汗。。。
太过的事，应该短期内该不会爆发~
多一年吧，会更清楚~
3/4年多的感情，已经到浓浓的心灵接触了。。
在持续的“好”，会让他们不能放开对方。。。
她，未婚，也不会再容纳一个平凡的男生。。。
男人已死亡，地球只剩一个好男人。。。小来
是否想过，对方的电话/信息只有对方。。。
她，因他。。。对好友起疑惑。。。
这情，是一个无底洞。。。

嗯，路人甲的我。。。 很想写书。。。
以随性的我，应该出不成这本书啦~
我，应该越来越老了。。。离开青春真的好远了~

相信，真情真心真爱。。。会是厮守到老吗？
也许，承诺。。不过如此~
有遗憾的情，是种缘分~

Money

Oh.. money cost me everything..
i couldnt believe wat i had done ...
without any cents in my pockets..
dated 8/11/2009~

damn.. the feeling is really sucksssssssssssss

my mind was really blank out~

Tea: RM32.00
Handsfree: RM20.00
Transport: RM2.00+RM1.20
Water: RM1.50+RM1.20
NYK: RM28.00
HL: RM361.00
SMS: RM100.00
Grolier: RM104.00
Debts: RM250+RM150
Mama: -RM40.00
Papa: -RM200.00
Blunch: RM30.00+RM22.00
Magazines: RM12.00
Station 1: RM13.00

HL: -RM427.80
SC: -RM120.00(2009) + -RM1500.00
Papa: -RM4000.00
LCY: -RM5000.00+++++
Nianny: -RM1000.00
Liang: -RM1300.00++++++wine, pa's hp, .....
Mama: -RM100*12months...

sponsor : mama: clothes, jie: RM200.00...

well.... headache.......

AMITABHA~

败犬, 我, 心情

这部连续剧... 还有梁静茹演绎的剧歌...是可以分开..
怎么说, 单一听静茹的"情歌" 已经感动我... 非常非常非常感动我
因为, 杨谨华... 我一直都很想看她的演出...
报纸和网络的报道...我都不理会...
之前, 我已经留意到她... 心里还想过... 她不错, 只是... 角色, 她不能发挥她演戏的才华
过去的角色, 只能闪出镜头...闪出来一下而已...
虽然, 两次错过了金马... 没关系, 机会还有...
你的实力..会让你名正言顺的捧金马!!!!!
杨谨华, 别灰心, 加油~

哈哈, 我看准的东西越来越多了... 眼光, 要继续加强...
相信自己多一些, 好吗???????????

我的脑海... 重复重复地... 浮现, 浮现着... 有感觉, 有心跳, 有害羞, 想保护她的那个感觉...
我最认真, 最后一次... 已经被她偷走了...
而, 旁人和她.. 都质疑我, 质疑我对她的真心...
好无辜... 原来我的真心不被珍惜...
我无法忘记, 明恋她而作出白痴无聊极的动作...
无法忘记第一天遇上她, 和她要电话, 她勉强地让我跟上... 陪她回家
她坚决不让我步出车站... 步行陪她回家, 而我第一次和她最近接触...
还有... 一些在LAB里, 她不爽时候...
很想说... 也很多曾做过的~
在她家附近的火车站...等她念她...
下午冲出来, 买果撻...是"做戏"的...
F&N 的日子, 我是赔上我的电话费和休息时间...
优先处理她的心情和情绪... 也是我在"做戏".. 白痴地"做戏"
她隐瞒着我和 YX 的一点一滴... 爱的萌芽到情窦初开...到第一次纠缠...
我, 依然地"做戏"等待她.. 等她找我宣泄种种的不满...
不能忘记, 第一次和她去看演唱会...E神的, 2006年8月26日晚上...
YX就接着陪她看她都爱的演唱会...
而我, 常称强... 在她面前, 不认输...
那只PATRICK 狗, 我无法负担...
也是一个疑惑... 那时, YX俘虏了她...
我, 还是败了...

她, 让我不知所措... 不知如何面对电话里没有你
电话号码... 不能删也不能拨给你...
好沮丧的一段日子~ 勤工作, 勤喝酒的把你忘记掉...
找些同事代替你....................

夜, 越夜..越不想睡~
固执地... 很想把想不通..有憋住在心里的大小事...
很想, 突然间消失在世界里... 不愿意..
突然间, 1FM播着叮噹的"我爱他" ..应该是这歌名~

眼泪, 狂下... 对着电脑~ 自觉的伤&痛 其实都不属于我的~
然而, 情已逝... 人还在..过了一晚又一晚无聊地夜....

我,
依然放不下她~ 她, 知不知道...
我依然爱你, FOREST...
一直都在...

随性

a noon.. whole afternoon confessions...between ccb n mee...
supposed to blog this feeling last nite.. i went to bed and rest..
she was with puffy eyes .. she admitted she cried out in loonely mid nite..
why?? y ??? i could understand how's she feel.. and what was going on?

like wat i had talk to kek, my dearest friend .. friend that i ever found..
even though our mind, thinking and generation were far n long away...
should said, we still keep in touch with good condition.. with no conflict..
coz every time we meet, not more than 25mins.. i was the one who talk at first..
haha... kek was upset and never voice out..

we talked about daniel.. ccb.. from very beginning.. her aim at whp was to take this permanent job, to show off her qualification as a prof QS ..the only success archievement so far~
well, going through all the fucks things within whp matters.. big or small..
from jambi, rough drivers, store keeper, weigher, accounts, lab, .......
from this conversation session, i bet to my self.. must get success~


now she realised one thing... what she wants is not just to show off...
well, what else she could contribute in this company..
but she has NO WAY ... she doesnt know marketing strategy... how to sell whp products..
at last, she was thinking to move out and get all the informations and then back to whp for contributions................................. woow...this idea..was my idea in years back..while amy still my best faithful relationship..

hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ccb n me.. end up were in relationship..

what she said is so true on me... and chai too
i believe no one can change their born characters.. "随性"
if goes on with this , i would just step back...
like a useless human~

hey MOVE IT MOVE IT~~ move FORWARD okay..
hey genious spend more time on ur ideas.. move it move it~

随性, it might a reason why Forest or loone make a right decision...
and now only i realised this.... too late ... too late
wow.. i m not willing to contribute my souls to daniel...
appreciations and blessing are not belongs to me yet~

what've i done to daniel so far.....7months passed..........
SUCKsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss choooooooo

old secondary schoolmates

dear all... maybe just part of my classmates in form 4 / 5...
met in station one cafe, selayang...
wow, lovely & adorable gals in my class..
not too close in schooltimes, oso after schooltimes...
but lot of topics to be chat...
my god, had fun on those topics..
wedding.. some famous topics.. cheers surrounded us..
cannot without KC, chatable & lovely bride soon...

emm.. ms, hl, kl, kc, si & me..
not long chat but feeling good.. just nice~

yes, something shld change or shld be change is a fact~
got whAt u mean by urself?

she, was a past tense..
God Bless her~

be good,
luhchoo~

Lover

Hi... i was back from one day business trip.. visited few existing customers and new customers...

wow.. what a shocked i received call from km...
then asking her to join then... maybe in plan A, i m just one of the chess..
a pc of chess between david and km...
is funny... and thru out a day.. we went thru happily..

david sure panlai in acting.. so am i..
i just a role of best chess in act today.. claps for me loud~

isshh.. so full, after bkt was my first dinner.. part 2 got home dishes, part 3 desserts is lotus paste soh~

well, i was pk in goh construction's staircase.. it was pain in my left leg n toes..
kanasai~

wow... sleepy de.. good nites~ adecco