heng@ling@choo

on 28/12/09, was our gathering..
funz too.. playing our video in malacca..
heng extremely happy coz in progress with sf, seems sweet and lovely
well, ling oso in relationship..means in love, someone who cared about her
me, still loonely and ...playplay with angel.. not true love

funny that is i have no strong excitement this time, maybe it was passed..
and the great moments in heart...

well, today now is almost nearly say goodbye to 2009..
i make my lazy & unlucky in early year, but i fight back a happiness moments in this sweet december.. although, shares problems...
i guess it must be a cheerish year i ever have...

serine, i always remember you, hereby i wish u ALL THE BEST..
soonest u can climb up to president seat ...
GAM BA TEH

for my future, i wish i could work harder harder and not only dreams and blaming...

seee my self heartfully and sincerely, truth love is ...
we nvr know now... in future we do~

HAPPY NEW YEaAR~~~

choo

7th day in Kluang

Wow, first 2days quite happy step on Kluang's resident area...
for sure, it was tired and worked under hot sun..

well, quite upset on wednesday when we reached in this Exhibition hall..
damn, feeling so bad on the location and the loading those cartons to the hall...
not much facilities support, location, cleaniness of the hall..
new so new... dusty floor.. simen still on the floor...
what the fuck..

hey, wednesday nite onwards, i HATE MAN..
betrayed of a marriage relationship, make frauds in business...
ma de~

till now i still mad..
i thinking my position and career ... deep in my heart is leaving..

God, i wish you can guide me somehow~

Cheers~ahchoo

KL~Batu Pahat ~Kluang

Woow, finally can connected to wireless networking.. to blogging here
yup, it was an unhappy moments since monday, collaborating with a rude man,
supposed i respect him as my GM, how come he can make this decision..
or he was the one who banned this event.. my MD who decised to involved..
shit, i really mad on how he arranged us, well, how come we must take our bf as fast as he could
we are human, need to chew foods and digest well in stomach..

haih, it passed i have no idea to talk with him anymore...
i quite irrihating talking about him, why i always met this kinda of 'fu xing han' and so called 3rd party, James&alygine, PA&PM..such a suck couples, they dont commit to their own wife... SHIT
hate to talk this..

i met a gal, Melise, an organiser, who incharged batu pahat's event, meet her in kluang also,
she is quite attracted me, charming ..not 100%, well is coming soon..

ARhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...damn to working here in KM, dead hall..
nobody will visit our booth.. it is a dead HALL...

i missed my bed.. i thought of my career, what is my expert knowledge, what is my Strengths, what DR can dig from me, what is my contributions in this company... so what should i improve, what is the biggest bet i can win in this BE pool...
dear, do something interesting next year, 2010..
a brighter day will come to me soonest...
WISH ME GOOD LUCK ... stay away from negative charges..

first meeting

well, this is my first time..
with my inner sense on which is unhealthy issue
about agent issue...

heng, yheng n i...
with different view to handle pro t, so... after one hour discussion..
not even have any conclusion.. but understand what is happening now in office
i found i act like 'wu jian dao'.. shit personality in my life
happening 2nd time..
well, PA is SUCKS.. how come the conflicts happen..
oh Lord, guide me to a brighter path..

should any or shall any one voice out it soon..
maybe or maybe not~
our words ... fighting for our rights..
which ppl feel harmful and not right..
y i've to obey them... is it to fulfill others desires or demands...
Bull SHIT... why should i obey...

a lot of doubts that make things worst and become worst in future..
coz he is a GM ...titled as GM..
he is a SUCK man ..yeah he was~indeed

love my GOD,
pray hard n harder to get BLESSINGs..
Jeffrey ~

兴@宁

很凑巧的在马六甲工作而互相认识...
不爽兴, 因为自卑亦没有大志..
认识兴, 因为自信了~ 有会目标了~
不能不承认, 我是很懒惰... 懒惰了一整年~

宁, 一个自以为是成年人的女孩子...
从不说话到被迫同房... 也被迫暴露自己的丑态...
我们成了密室友, 加上首相和私人助理...
也把一些成人话题当作"益"她...
她FEEL着...好像树林酱...

她离开我的那一刹那~ 我真的崩溃了~
难以想象... 我对"合艾"崩溃的感觉...
我太投入这短暂的友谊...真的纯友谊~
张姑都不能够体会我~

我, 已经好久没这样, 耿耿于怀的事, 很难摆脱...
也许, 我们的缘份...

屋宽不如心宽~ 静思语
爱, 真的让我沸腾...
活血...让我感到热诚的生命在走动...

我, 是不想死的...
再继续往前, 如果刘疯子是不可靠的...
我很大的疑惑... 这第六感很大可能是对的...
我以后会后悔吗??????

其实, 内心很想批判首相这段婚外情...
算了吧~

孝哲笔~

Jogoya's Nite + 1st Seminar for office

wow.. my old fren, alcohol in my body...

high illustration appear.... active in my body...
well, just finish reply nicole's email ..spent 20mins on it..

hey .. the new crew in WHP just young and 'c man'
wooo.. lzf must lovin these gals manners.. and hard work lar..
all very show off.. no no no is their characters..

hey... about the seminar this afternoon..
i m soo sooooo weak leh..
how come i could not 'fa gong' ... like 'arm chun'
shit ...hate i cant join in auntie's conversation ...

well..need more practises and improvement...

although, eating in and out with WHP colleagues..
having funz too...but my piriority and focus are on angel
ccb n hoh din like her..

wei, angel... i feel she 's cute..
pure..although i m not understand her characters well..
how come she can trust on si fu so well...
because what she get & read si fu are same as me..
i meant as me for last 6years ago..ahhhahahah
no characters no knowledge no guts on work at all...

just damn it~
yeah... i m curious on her...
well... kek..keking in my heart..

so far.. i wish i can put more afford in my company..
like increase more sales , call more customers.. and more new customers..

joey wong, i really pity on her..
and my courages wont not be less to help on her..
to fight with 'endotrium' cancer..
I PRAY HARD FOR HER~
namo amitabha~

end my day with 3words...
I love myself~

jasmineyaplc

ANGEL

Angel... haha.. i guess it was just a wrong feeling..
due to Bai Quan Nv Wang series.. i guess at that moment, i just need LOVE

accidently, her flying kisses makes me just faint ... haha

Good Luck to you, Angel.

Emo + Passionate + Loonely yaaaaaaap...

压抑 《情、关系、暧昧》

为什么要放酱不搭的标题。。。我也随性地。。

小阳不知道为何身边的人都误会，误会她与小来的关系。。
这，旁人都察觉到浓浓的暧昧~关系非浅~关怀备至~
小阳每次忙于解释他们的关系~

问我，身为一个路人甲。。。 有什么感觉？
早就察觉到了，哈哈。。。 我是白痴啊
她，让我想起“A小姐”“J先生”的传奇~

谁能抵挡，寂寞~尤其是只身在外，寂寞就特别多~
两人都是外地来的，同语言，身同感受，寂寞也是。。。
有妻，却把为生活，而把感情转为以钱、物质、社会和子女来维系~
无夫，像大哥的，没几个。。。经验，想法。。都满足熟女的不足~

是否，大家好久都没有心动，害羞，面红，大小事都想着他的感觉。。。
寂寞，让她的日与夜不知所措~
他们，压抑~关系处理的太理智，内心产生矛盾越多越混乱。。。
一些事，画得清楚越让人捏一把冷汗。。。
太过的事，应该短期内该不会爆发~
多一年吧，会更清楚~
3/4年多的感情，已经到浓浓的心灵接触了。。
在持续的“好”，会让他们不能放开对方。。。
她，未婚，也不会再容纳一个平凡的男生。。。
男人已死亡，地球只剩一个好男人。。。小来
是否想过，对方的电话/信息只有对方。。。
她，因他。。。对好友起疑惑。。。
这情，是一个无底洞。。。

嗯，路人甲的我。。。 很想写书。。。
以随性的我，应该出不成这本书啦~
我，应该越来越老了。。。离开青春真的好远了~

相信，真情真心真爱。。。会是厮守到老吗？
也许，承诺。。不过如此~
有遗憾的情，是种缘分~

Money

Oh.. money cost me everything..
i couldnt believe wat i had done ...
without any cents in my pockets..
dated 8/11/2009~

damn.. the feeling is really sucksssssssssssss

my mind was really blank out~

Tea: RM32.00
Handsfree: RM20.00
Transport: RM2.00+RM1.20
Water: RM1.50+RM1.20
NYK: RM28.00
HL: RM361.00
SMS: RM100.00
Grolier: RM104.00
Debts: RM250+RM150
Mama: -RM40.00
Papa: -RM200.00
Blunch: RM30.00+RM22.00
Magazines: RM12.00
Station 1: RM13.00

HL: -RM427.80
SC: -RM120.00(2009) + -RM1500.00
Papa: -RM4000.00
LCY: -RM5000.00+++++
Nianny: -RM1000.00
Liang: -RM1300.00++++++wine, pa's hp, .....
Mama: -RM100*12months...

sponsor : mama: clothes, jie: RM200.00...

well.... headache.......

AMITABHA~

败犬, 我, 心情

这部连续剧... 还有梁静茹演绎的剧歌...是可以分开..
怎么说, 单一听静茹的"情歌" 已经感动我... 非常非常非常感动我
因为, 杨谨华... 我一直都很想看她的演出...
报纸和网络的报道...我都不理会...
之前, 我已经留意到她... 心里还想过... 她不错, 只是... 角色, 她不能发挥她演戏的才华
过去的角色, 只能闪出镜头...闪出来一下而已...
虽然, 两次错过了金马... 没关系, 机会还有...
你的实力..会让你名正言顺的捧金马!!!!!
杨谨华, 别灰心, 加油~

哈哈, 我看准的东西越来越多了... 眼光, 要继续加强...
相信自己多一些, 好吗???????????

我的脑海... 重复重复地... 浮现, 浮现着... 有感觉, 有心跳, 有害羞, 想保护她的那个感觉...
我最认真, 最后一次... 已经被她偷走了...
而, 旁人和她.. 都质疑我, 质疑我对她的真心...
好无辜... 原来我的真心不被珍惜...
我无法忘记, 明恋她而作出白痴无聊极的动作...
无法忘记第一天遇上她, 和她要电话, 她勉强地让我跟上... 陪她回家
她坚决不让我步出车站... 步行陪她回家, 而我第一次和她最近接触...
还有... 一些在LAB里, 她不爽时候...
很想说... 也很多曾做过的~
在她家附近的火车站...等她念她...
下午冲出来, 买果撻...是"做戏"的...
F&N 的日子, 我是赔上我的电话费和休息时间...
优先处理她的心情和情绪... 也是我在"做戏".. 白痴地"做戏"
她隐瞒着我和 YX 的一点一滴... 爱的萌芽到情窦初开...到第一次纠缠...
我, 依然地"做戏"等待她.. 等她找我宣泄种种的不满...
不能忘记, 第一次和她去看演唱会...E神的, 2006年8月26日晚上...
YX就接着陪她看她都爱的演唱会...
而我, 常称强... 在她面前, 不认输...
那只PATRICK 狗, 我无法负担...
也是一个疑惑... 那时, YX俘虏了她...
我, 还是败了...

她, 让我不知所措... 不知如何面对电话里没有你
电话号码... 不能删也不能拨给你...
好沮丧的一段日子~ 勤工作, 勤喝酒的把你忘记掉...
找些同事代替你....................

夜, 越夜..越不想睡~
固执地... 很想把想不通..有憋住在心里的大小事...
很想, 突然间消失在世界里... 不愿意..
突然间, 1FM播着叮噹的"我爱他" ..应该是这歌名~

眼泪, 狂下... 对着电脑~ 自觉的伤&痛 其实都不属于我的~
然而, 情已逝... 人还在..过了一晚又一晚无聊地夜....

我,
依然放不下她~ 她, 知不知道...
我依然爱你, FOREST...
一直都在...

随性

a noon.. whole afternoon confessions...between ccb n mee...
supposed to blog this feeling last nite.. i went to bed and rest..
she was with puffy eyes .. she admitted she cried out in loonely mid nite..
why?? y ??? i could understand how's she feel.. and what was going on?

like wat i had talk to kek, my dearest friend .. friend that i ever found..
even though our mind, thinking and generation were far n long away...
should said, we still keep in touch with good condition.. with no conflict..
coz every time we meet, not more than 25mins.. i was the one who talk at first..
haha... kek was upset and never voice out..

we talked about daniel.. ccb.. from very beginning.. her aim at whp was to take this permanent job, to show off her qualification as a prof QS ..the only success archievement so far~
well, going through all the fucks things within whp matters.. big or small..
from jambi, rough drivers, store keeper, weigher, accounts, lab, .......
from this conversation session, i bet to my self.. must get success~


now she realised one thing... what she wants is not just to show off...
well, what else she could contribute in this company..
but she has NO WAY ... she doesnt know marketing strategy... how to sell whp products..
at last, she was thinking to move out and get all the informations and then back to whp for contributions................................. woow...this idea..was my idea in years back..while amy still my best faithful relationship..

hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ccb n me.. end up were in relationship..

what she said is so true on me... and chai too
i believe no one can change their born characters.. "随性"
if goes on with this , i would just step back...
like a useless human~

hey MOVE IT MOVE IT~~ move FORWARD okay..
hey genious spend more time on ur ideas.. move it move it~

随性, it might a reason why Forest or loone make a right decision...
and now only i realised this.... too late ... too late
wow.. i m not willing to contribute my souls to daniel...
appreciations and blessing are not belongs to me yet~

what've i done to daniel so far.....7months passed..........
SUCKsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss choooooooo

old secondary schoolmates

dear all... maybe just part of my classmates in form 4 / 5...
met in station one cafe, selayang...
wow, lovely & adorable gals in my class..
not too close in schooltimes, oso after schooltimes...
but lot of topics to be chat...
my god, had fun on those topics..
wedding.. some famous topics.. cheers surrounded us..
cannot without KC, chatable & lovely bride soon...

emm.. ms, hl, kl, kc, si & me..
not long chat but feeling good.. just nice~

yes, something shld change or shld be change is a fact~
got whAt u mean by urself?

she, was a past tense..
God Bless her~

be good,
luhchoo~

Lover

Hi... i was back from one day business trip.. visited few existing customers and new customers...

wow.. what a shocked i received call from km...
then asking her to join then... maybe in plan A, i m just one of the chess..
a pc of chess between david and km...
is funny... and thru out a day.. we went thru happily..

david sure panlai in acting.. so am i..
i just a role of best chess in act today.. claps for me loud~

isshh.. so full, after bkt was my first dinner.. part 2 got home dishes, part 3 desserts is lotus paste soh~

well, i was pk in goh construction's staircase.. it was pain in my left leg n toes..
kanasai~

wow... sleepy de.. good nites~ adecco

wondering why

oh~ my mind keep appearing W.H.Y
is was a BIG QUestion marks floating on my mind~ all day

ms chong quite a trouble for me...
i wondering this gal is really love to hear 'straight wordings'
or i m too insane on my own...
i sure somehow , she felt hurt on my words..
i din blame her.. i just felt she never truely take me as her fren..
like KOSE lipstick case, 2 years ago...
WTF, i should not forget n forgive her ...
well, i really take her as fren on that day...
y i m so unlucky then //\\

God, i shouldnt live with human...
human tat's hurt me.. or i hurt them

Gosh... i shouldnt step forward n nice with her..
and she is not that kind hearted as i thought...
somemore, unreliable colleague

luhchoo, an insane girl, lost faith on colleagues, frens and family...
i m kinda of stupid... like azie pun, i have thousand words to curse her
but i only have one reason to good with her..
i still believe she is a good fren.. indeed, she is not..
What the fuck again on human being... a stupid relationship
a damn lousy relAtionship tighten up with MONEY & POWER & EDUCATION matters
Holly shit i found them ....

i step backwards, wondering a good future sight happen on my eyes..
i shall keep my mouth again... since is really not good to nice with mschong, or any one in WHP
yes, it is.. not worthwith.. i shouldnt shouldnt ...
a millions of should not... behave gal.. zip my mouth and stay away from Ccb.. forever


oh.. another trouble.. i dont have license..
should i be frankly ask anyone for help??
i m just have a bad bad ideas which i m not affordable..

i want to suicide again. it's appearing on my mind....
that's wonderful to leave this human world.. human air...
i cant breath in this world... luhchoo the sucks~

a bloody hell me, jasmine :(

情歌

情歌, 听悲伤的歌~
因为种种原因, 情路坎坷~ 心智未熟!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OsdMP5RiPPs&feature=related

不知道自己要说些什么..
想起, 十一年前的事...
或懂事后至今的事... 很好笑~

遇过无数人... 小人最多~
感觉, 一些好人... 可以包容我的人
实在不多, 其他的人都觉得我怪~
可能我都不实际~ 梦幻, 不真实~
对, 人马座的我, 不容易坦诚, 就算是真心话,
过了, 都不愿承认, 好像说话不算数啦~ 没诚意
也对, 我对人不诚实... 可能我想的... 只是在虚拟世界里

有谁 会是真心~
最近我挚爱过的两人... 已好事近了~
祝福他们~ 执子之手, 白头儶老~

我还是害怕, 我不喜欢的.... 会出现~
我和她... 好朋友啦~

嗯~ 不朽的传说~ 永浴爱河的...
我期待~
我内心忐忑不安是因为... 一切的基础, 做自己的基础都未准备~

感动的事会怎样~
找以诚对人先~

~璐珠

A call

Forest returned my call last night..
we had a nice conversation.. relax
i thought it was hard..but it wasnt~

it shall be a non love for my rest of life..
who knows she will come to me naturally and accidently
without much troubles.. it's positive and wow ...incredible mind set~

God bless me~

Today is a day for thoughtless...

Wow, yesterday went to Temple and have a wonderful 1hr30mins to release stress thru nian jing..

calm and peace mind now..
dont know tears is a very frequent motion i had after the storm..

i would like to apologise for my faults and misleading in life...
sorry to my self.. and soul~

i could only talk in the energictic temple..

read corner is my next mission..
thanks ya~

LOVE

well.. as time being, i digging in more on my self, shall leave all the historical behind..
start a new life without thinking about the pass...

SY的转泪点应该是今年, 我这个不懂"命理"的凡人是这样解读的
好不容易... "贵人" 的指点, 相信步出白鹤就指日可待~
可惜可惜~ 爱, 原来是拿来谈条件, 确保爱情的新鲜期, 维持天长地久~
这原理还未说服我...

当下的我, 有百般滋味... 我, 原来不懂的什么是爱~
我, 一直都活在自己的童话世界~ 和内心编制自己的童话~
尊重&宽容&爱~ 一直都用自己的一套, 根本不配谈清说爱 ~
爱, 一边收一边放~ 是多么难的事~

新娘, 披着幸福... 不在我的掌控中~
新郎, 心事已被看穿.. 希望那不是真的~
阳光般的迎接新郎的到来... 可是新娘离开爸妈家的时候, 乌云密布~
心想着的"大雨"是否代表着~ 大家心中的忧虑
然而, 大雨始终没降临~ 另一厢, 诊所悄来了好消息, 总算让新娘放下心头大石~

那个蛊, 最终要缠上她~
原来, 爱~ 不止在两人的内心世界而已, 她 或 他 会因他/她 而结合+容忍
更把爱转移在这小孩身上.. 原来孩子的妈, 不容易摊出心事~
我无奈的接受爱并不简单~
也不能接受我不懂的爱~

也许, 淑灵是对的~
她的MR.RIGHT 是刘先生~

矛盾+丧失我的理智~ 今夜如何安睡~
我, 还能相信自己的爱情原理和哲学吗~
是行不通的~

谢谢你们给我的爱~
爱的启发和爱的原理~

FBing

playing games @fb about 5hours , means from morning till lunch hour..

any ideas for expand business?? increase sales??
wow, tot will get any idea from games... haha
funny hoh~


Wakie wakie wakieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
time for WORK not time for PLAY now~

Leslie

i'm listening leslie's songs... repeatly, finally i know the title of the song...
'滴汗' i know this song before 7years old.. the depressions all save in my mind till now...

i m not really fall deep into him, just love his songs.. sadness songs indeed, the way he sings sadness song..

wow, he always remind me... how bad my sister treats me during childhood... i hate my sister, but now appreciated everyone in my family!

a bored friday, any suprised or excitement events tonite????????????????????????????????

got to off and back to work desk!
jasmine with a bit of desperate...

Ah HOON has arrives in VIETNAME Airpot

i m keep asking my self why why why...
now is 5.44pm, 24hrs before, she still in KLIA with ah nyun.. she is waiting for my call..
but i do not call.. i m not regret, but desperate.
i couldnot help...help myself!!

now , hope she will has a wonderful & peaceful & ordinary life in vietnam...

all the best to my dearest mate, ah hoon & ah nyun~

cheers,
gg

ah hoon

well, last9 received a called.. i answered calmly till i know it was so bad...
i make mistake.. since last 5years ago.. my mouth always say i will i will..
after 5years, i was in another path, i admitted it was my mistakes and there's no U-Turn now and forever, it wont change her life and mine too...

ah hoon, a vietnamese workers... i m so so sorry about the mistake i make!!
here, i sincerely apologizes and i really dont know how to face you at last, well.. i promised our friendship forever and i will try to 'rewards' for what'd i done...

so near, yet so far.... i m unable to do anything..
my mind blankout after ur call...

i wish you will happy & healthier in ur warmest hometown, with husband & dearest daughter..
God Bless you!

ggyap

Janice & Janice Crew

Well... unforgetable nite with tired Janice, arrived Malaysia around 2pm, and started to attend press conference & interviews till noon.. and she shown at autograph sessions...

Janice ROCK!!

Janice Feel better

hu~~ Janice leave message this morning at JF..
Janice feel so guilty about her sick in Malaysia and couldnt perform in ASQ' Final night 09..
also, Hong Kong Mini Live, which postponed 2nd time, she really really sorry about this..
emm.. as a fans with all love on Janice, dont really care about performance, Health is in the priority place.. Asthma is not play play issue right!!!

well.. thanks God, you've recovered!!!!!

Janice, dont think much! take good care :)
we always support & stand behind you...

Janice ROCK!!!

JANICE CREW ROCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I m Back From JANICE's autograph session..
NO DOUBTS, JANICE PERFORMANCE so EXCELLENT today..........
well.. this is the 5th times i listen her live, she Improved a lot lot...
she is a dedication singer n pour her heart, tears and efforts in her career...

JANICE, i love ya!!!!!


support you forever n ever..
adecco

First 6months in Year 2009

Wow, time passed fast... today is 16 July 2009!!
what i'd done for this past 6months++????
Em, it's been a long long time never update in this blog.. "J is meeeeeeee "

Let's check up on my diary ...
flipping thru from 28 december 2008...
first of all, a page, a new diary for year 2009,
supposed, i engaged with SLT Management with Ms. Tan, a dedicated, Professional, independence Accountant... but i failed to continue as a qualify assistant in her firm. so jobless at that moment, frens keep sending text for outgoing 'wanna meet me, have fun in Sanctuary, dinners for new year eve......." emmm... Janice, who just attended Janice crew's gathering on 121208 & live concert on 131208 still hardly printed in my mind.. wondering when will she coming again.
281208, pocket with cash/coins not more than RM10.00, how to outgoing?????

day after day, celebrated my 09 new year without any targets, spirituals & even dreams...
my fren recommended me a pasar borong job at selayang pasar borong... well, tough n hardness days stormed into my new year.. haaa, it was a fun & delighful & knowledeagle part time there, meet a all kind of HUMAN, and learn a 18days that turns me UP, wow!! what's was that... ask me what've i learn , new philosophy for my life..new life!!!

in January, Chinaman called me up and asked about my recent life... i did not tell him the truth of my life, i just reported to him how much i suffered from the previous business...
Chinaman pity me and offered me a job(what im working now) , but i didnt start working coz i'm confusing n not ready in MENTALLY & PHYSICALLY.

My ex-upline, Serine... keeps sending warmest text to encourage me to continuos my life cheerfully... i appreciated and i m faceless to meet her back, for her...i m a troublesm frens, owed her $$$ n without returns back(i m too bad). should open to public.... hahaaa

Well, why i couldnt get back to normal life.... i wondering GOD listens to my prayers or not!!!!!
or should i do somethings before GOD helps me?????

back to reality, with Michelle's advises & encouragements, i accepted Chinaman's offer...
i m facing the real world & facing the real world...
I engaged with BE from April Fool till.... tight up whole life..
(with all the facilities & company resources, i follow tight with JF & JV... get my happy resources from JF, glad that JF with me to go thru my new working enviroment.)

ishh... sorry & sadness for Jill's case in the beginning of the year, Thanks GOD that heard our prayers to save her from Hell.

in the same time, running all customer's appointment & Dr.'s Seminar in Klang valley area or even our agent's organised events.

Thanks God, I got a stable job with stable emotions BUT insufficient MONEY to pay back my dearest Family & Friends.. even though i still panic & doubts on my self, coz i keep value & blame my self countless.... this is my strengths to make myself down...I tell my self everyday to life happily... & control my emotions, stop thinking negatives points!!!!

wow.. short brief about my past 6months...
frankly said, i'm been thru normal ordinary life .... working step by step & free my mind when there is stress catches me...

now, busy twittering, facebooking, surfing, updating online, read books, visiting expo, attend my self for health seminars & enterpreneurs seminar, and of course, JANICE's showcase & new album showcases, any big big small small events..... hahaaaaa enjoying busy workings day!!!

THANKS GOD!!!!!